i'm the marsha fucking brady of the upper east side and sometimes, i wanna kill myself.

that's a quote from cruel intentions, a movie which i think rules. we rented it this weekend which is why the quote is sticking out in my head. it's totally decadent and fun to watch, complete with eye candy. yum. i watched it first with my brother and then with two other roommates. me and jared kept telling them how much it kicked ass so they were excited to see it. but then they thought that it sucked. i don't understand why. well i sorta do. i mean it can be annoying if taken at face value, but it is so obviously not meant to represent reality. nobody acts like that. it's all camp. saying you don't like it cuz it's not real or over the top is like saying you don't like a john waters movie cuz it's too trashy.

my poor brother is still looking for a job. i think that he's getting really frustrated cuz the last two times he's had to look for a job (back home), he applied at one place, they called within a week and he interviewed and he got the job. he's applied to like 9 places and none of them have called him back yet. i'm sure he'll find something soon though.

this weekend i will be working on my grad school applications. i've taken monday and tuesday off so that i will be able to focus on just that. i need to write a statement of intent which shouldn't be all that hard and a writing sample which i am sorta stressed about. i'm still not sure what exactly i'm going to write about, but i have a big stack of books for research or something.

i just started reading the robber bride. usually i hate reading fiction. i'm sorta a dork that way.

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